A few weeks ago a realization came over me and that is; I have officially been out of college for one year. At this time last year I had just gotten back from Buenos Aires and I sat on my couch, no job, nothing and thought to myself "now what?. I think that it has really taken me a year to be able to answer that question. I seemed to be floating for months with no direction, no purpose, no drive, no motivation for anything. Now, I think I have more of an idea of what I want to do with myself and who I am and why I am here. It took me months to even get to the grips that dad can't help me out forever. Anyway, last year I knew that I wanted to go to graduate school for my MFA, but when it came time to apply I knew that I was not ready. Now, well...its paint and take pictures....get up and off the couch! Get creating! I will be applying in Jan. As for now, well hopefully taking more pics (shot my first wedding Saturday), maybe selling some paintings (sold one a few weeks ago for 500.00) and having fun, going to as many concerts that I possibly can and living life. I realized the other day when I had to get up insanly early to work that; my life is Today not tomorrow so while I should plan for tomorrow I need to live for today and enjoy life. So..Here I sit, not so confused, and a little more optimistic on life. Me vida esta hora!
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